My marriage

my marriage

Today,
my wedding day
i am Sahadev
where is Panchali
she is not here
today we fixed
our marriage

her father told
she is married
and i am the 5th
person coming here
for marrying her

she promised me
she will marry me
today,8.8.2008
at 8 am

her father told
what promise
these are happening
every day

what about my trust,
love and her promise

her father told
go and get
a good lawyer
and file a
damage suit

lawyer told
have any evidence
photos,invitation cards

No...but my HEART

Dumb man

dumb man

I lend my ear

to hear a sound

am i a dumb

or a vacuum

Surrounded with me

I do not know,

Whether a

Soundless world

or a dumb man

Smile

smile

Eternity is your smile
It is pointing
to my heart

disclosing the frailty
dodging from
the responsibility
where I am standing
I do not know

Trader will not
think about the path
There is no
obstacles
only shadows

I can not trade
your smile,
seems a weapon
penetrated in to
my mind
my consciousness
Shrilled and scared
to face it

I am praying
God confer me courage
I need to help her
To keep the smile

divorce

I want to

change my Ring

she too!

somebody told
my ring is not 916
he questioned
the purity

now a days there
is no test
to determine the purity
and u know am not
Ram and she isn’t Sitha

so I decided throw
my old ring
to replace with
a brand new 916
Bhima gold ring

I heard that
She is also
Buying a brand new
916 gold ring
to replace my old ring

i don' t want a decent burial

I don’t want
A decent burial,
Frog whispered.

Rolling tears
Trembling lips
Paled eyes
Desired to sing
A farewell song

Arranged an honorary
Farewell to frog
On the dissecting table

Frog stood up
And said
Look I am not
Your lover
I don’t want
A decent burial,
Do your duty
Just throw me
After dissection

promise ,rose petals and carcass

promise,rose petals
and carcass

Promises are like
rose petals
in a carcass
Beautiful,
Sweet-smelling

But it takes
only few moments
to fade the petals and
reveals the ugliness
of carcass

It takes few
seconds to
breach the promise
and shower the contempt

Man without shadow

Man without shadow

She told
She is my shadow

Beware…!
in every Moment
shadow is there

felt uneasy
how to bury
my shadow

at last time
saved me
now my shadow
is not mine
somebody has
bought my shadow
after receiving
101 sovereigns
what a strange
business…….

so please...sow peace

So please.. Sow peace

So please …
Sow peace in KANNUR,
Reap happiness in hearts

We don’t want
score sheets
What we are receiving
from RSS and CPI (M)

Ashamed to know that
RSS has killed
three CPI(M) men….
and three RSS men
were killed by CPI(M)

now match is
in a culmination point
stop violence and stop killing

who is the conqueror and
who is in the other side

‘brother has killed’
‘son was murdered’
‘I become a widow’
‘yesterday ,I
lost my father’

these are the head
lines from KANNUR

victims are weeping
splendid life
for hooligans
prisons are shelters
for fake comrades

full of contradictions
we don’t want this
primitive justice

so please……..
sow peace in KANNUR ,
reap happiness in hearts

TIME...,Lover and stranger

Time…, Lover and stranger

In 1996
Monday at 10 am
my lover
introduced me
to her class mates
“he is my lover”

Time has passed on

In 2006
Thursday at 10 pm
her sister
enquired about me
she answered
who?
I do not know
Stranger.....

Time…, Lover and stranger
are, one and the same
only the time has
given to a person
these names
lover and stranger

time has directed
a person to
play in different
roles…..

Time…, lover and stranger

I am tired, aged and my arteries too....

I am tired, aged
and my arteries too....

i do not know
I am tired, aged
and my arteries too

this is the second time
Cardiologist is keen
and doing his or her experiments

another bypass surgery
i do not know
my heart’s arteries
will endure this time

this time
doctor is an alien
i do not know,
from where he or she
uncertainty is every where

an invisible doctor
conducting the surgery
with the help of
Microsoft vista or XP
his or her scissors are not visible
i do not know
whether he or she has
the instruments with him or her

full of shadows
mourning are every where
I do not know
I am weeping or not
changes are inevitable
let me pray my last
prayer to almighty
“This time may not give
Protection to my arteries”

I do not want to lend
My heart again
For another by pass surgery
I am tired, aged
and my arteries too